<p>
It's been a decade. But despite everything, it's still you.
</p>
+ <hr />
+ <br />
+ <p>
+ <b>Coda:</b>It is 22nd September 2025. I am watching the
+ Undertale 10th Anniversary Stream. Yet again, I am crying at
+ its ending. But I'm crying at so much more, too.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ The message of the stream is shouted clearly throughout, but
+ is summarised best with the end card.
+ </p>
+ <img
+ class="blog-img-lrg"
+ src="../img/entries/undertale10.png"
+ alt="A screenshot of the Undertale 10th Anniversary Stream ending. It reads 'The world is as big as you want it to be. Where will you go next?'"
+ />
+ <p>
+ Toby Fox is very online. He knows the breadth of mods,
+ fangames and metacontent that exists around his games. And he
+ openly invites everyone to play in the worlds he made, to
+ dance in the margins.
+ </p>
+ <p>
+ It makes me so happy. Canon doesn't matter. The world is as
+ big as you want it to be. Let's explore it all together.
+ </p>
+ <p>Happy 10th anniversary, Undertale. You changed my life.</p>
</div>
</div>
</div>
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